Starting off the week well after 2 weeks of CNY break. I feel that as each week passes, I feel the need to draw even closer to Him. Being in His presence just make me feel so secured and loved.
This week marks the start of something even greater as I have finally completed something that I haven’t been able to in the past years since i’ve stepped into church. Something that means may seem little to others, but much to me. Not only did I reached me goal, but I have accomplished my past years goals as well. I was asked what do you think made you different this year? That really made me think and all that was in my head was, everything that I am doing now, is not for me, not for this world, not for anyone else, but God. Today, I can say that I am going to give God the best years of my life and really go out there to do it.
Just recently, I asked myself, have I ever regretted any decisions that you have made in your life? In the past, I would have said “yes, in fact, many“, from choosing not to study harder to get better grades to giving up certain friendships. I would have been thinking to myself, why this why that, why was I so stupid to choose this and that. But. Look. If it weren’t for my past decisions, it it weren’t for those decisions that I have made, I would not be here loving what I do, I will not be able to experience what it means to have friends that are family and I would not be writing this today. Those decisions I made back then, were decisions that God has helped me with. God knew what I was going to choose, but he still gave me a choice, because it was already written down by Him what I was going to choose that would lead me to where I am today. From the difficult seasons to the giving up of certain things, to the back sliding, God already knew that those decisions right there, were going to make me a stronger person today. It has. This is why, today, my answer can and will be a solid “No“.
This marks a new season in my life. A season regardless or what it is going to be, I trust that God has an amazing plan not just for me, but for the CG and the church. Living the best life, with the best people. From friends… to Family.